what it means

tbh the gift wasn’t about the gift itself, it was more to show you what lengths I’d go for you

and it’s not that I’ll never make that thing or anything like it, it’s just that it’s almost a fulltime job to do the engineering work to create the thing and it’s just infeasible to work on it alongside my job rn :(

cuz like if I’m acc serious about making that thing (or something else in the same category), it’s something I can potentially turn into a product/business on the side. and that kinda thing could really help us financially yk. So the actual gift isn’t the object itself, it’s about what it means Im willing to do for us