just sleep

nobody is going to lose their life if you dont donate 1L of your blood to *** over the next 24 hours. its still hard, but they wont kill you or fire you no matter what happens tmrw

yes we have a photoshoot, yes the rental stuff, we have * to talk to, we have a million things to do and its all high stakes and theres literally no time. Yes your health will suffer cuz of it all. But you’ll have moments of happiness, a few minutes of calm here and there, you’ll have me too. C’est la vie, at least for now

you will get frustrated with me and I will get upset with you, we are going to acc have beef and the things we dislike in each other will be intensified this year. work is an uphill battle, rental/moving is an uphill battle, wedding is an uphill battle, and we’re doing these things simultaneously. we are not living “normal” life right now, and it wont be normal for a while. we both gonna have some unhealthy coping mechanisms for everything cuz we arent machines we’re humans, essentially children