mortality

yk before you became who you are to me, I never really minded the fact that I’m mortal. It wasn’t the happiest idea, but i didn’t really feel negatively towards it. Like if I had to disappear tomorrow, it wouldn’t be all that bad, I could make peace with that idea.

But for a long while now whenever i think of that fact I get sad; no matter how well everything turns out, there’s gonna come a time in the far future where I’ll have to say goodbye to you and that makes me really really really sad. No matter how beautiful life together is, one day in the far future it’ll disappear, and that will hurt 😔