https://signaldrift.pages.dev/tags/anguish/Recent content in Anguish on ~/signaldriftHugoen-usFri, 24 Jul 2026 23:16:57 +0000https://signaldrift.pages.dev/posts/misery/Fri, 24 Jul 2026 23:16:46 +0000https://signaldrift.pages.dev/posts/misery/<p>I cried outta nowhere and I realized I’m so deeply miserable</p> <p>I also realized that it’s always been this way, and it always will be</p> <p>I don’t want to be stuck in this cycle of misery, distraction, crisis and pain anymore. Every happiness of mine is a distraction from misery, every day there is a looming crisis, and an internal fight between me and myself. Then I go through pain and anguish, then there is the temporary peace of the day ending. The truth is I go to sleep each day hoping that it’s my last, so that I don’t have to face the next day</p>