<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8" standalone="yes"?><rss version="2.0" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"><channel><title>Control on ~/signaldrift</title><link>https://signaldrift.pages.dev/tags/control/</link><description>Recent content in Control on ~/signaldrift</description><generator>Hugo</generator><language>en-us</language><lastBuildDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 08:32:21 +0000</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://signaldrift.pages.dev/tags/control/index.xml" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title>no control but i have math</title><link>https://signaldrift.pages.dev/posts/no-control-but-i-have-math/</link><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 01:10:38 +0000</pubDate><guid>https://signaldrift.pages.dev/posts/no-control-but-i-have-math/</guid><description>&lt;p&gt;I feel like I don’t have much control in my life anymore. The reason I stay awake at night, the reason I got myself a desk and chair, the reason I’m reading a math textbook, even the reason I love lighting candles so much, it’s all related. It’s my way of exercising some level of control, to remind myself that the “I” that I consider my identity still exists, and that I’m still able to choose things by me for me&lt;/p&gt;</description></item></channel></rss>