Sad on ~/signaldrift

sad again

Fri, 26 Apr 2024 00:43:02 +0000

I’m sad because we don’t really talk about anything anymore. I think you’re okay with that, but I haven’t gotten to the feeling okay about that stage. Maybe there just isn’t much to talk about? Maybe I’m remembering a way things used to be, but reality wasn’t actually like that? Or maybe I’m just a lot more dependent on you for my emotional state than you’re dependent on me for your emotional state, idk

im sad

Wed, 24 Apr 2024 11:46:35 +0000

I’m sad because I haven’t made any measurable progress towards my goal of getting a better job that I like more and that pays more

I’m also sad because I haven’t achieved anything for a long time; personal life or career wise

I feel sad when I feel pressured to do something, and I feel pressured to do something really easily. When I feel sad about it, that stops me from being able to do the thing easily, so it’s a difficult cycle