https://signaldrift.pages.dev/tags/self/Recent content in Self on ~/signaldriftHugoen-usSat, 03 Jan 2026 11:05:32 +0000https://signaldrift.pages.dev/posts/losing-yourself/Sat, 03 Jan 2026 10:21:50 +0000https://signaldrift.pages.dev/posts/losing-yourself/<p>When I think about your daily life at home, you’re essentially an emotional servant to your family (much like me in mine in many ways), and you maintain that by cannibalizing your autonomy. This is why you feel you aren’t a person of your own, but rather your dad’s + sister’s accessory when they need you, and a working robot otherwise (either working for the wedding project or for your job, they’re similar from the perspective of how your mind feels about the responsibility)</p>https://signaldrift.pages.dev/posts/im-sad/Wed, 24 Apr 2024 11:46:35 +0000https://signaldrift.pages.dev/posts/im-sad/<p>I’m sad because I haven’t made any measurable progress towards my goal of getting a better job that I like more and that pays more</p> <p>I’m also sad because I haven’t achieved anything for a long time; personal life or career wise</p> <p>I feel sad when I feel pressured to do something, and I feel pressured to do something really easily. When I feel sad about it, that stops me from being able to do the thing easily, so it’s a difficult cycle</p>